Sunday, August 22, 2010

My first visit to the mountain - part one


It was a Sunday morning, and I arrived at the mountain quite early, looking forward to my walk.  I hadn't long been on the path which leads to the left side of the mountain, when I heard my first message.  A female voice - it was beautiful, yet indescribable.  Three layered, as if a chord...and so very musical.  She was singing, and asking me where I had been, and what took me so long to come to the mountain.  She repeated this over and over until I answered her.  I had no sense of where the voice was coming from, and no idea what it was.  The wisdom of a friend has lead me to believe she is an air spirit of some sort.  She didn't appear again on my walk, but then - I had so much else to see and absorb.

 


I can assure you, this walk was not an easy one.  There are steps, upon steps, upon steps yet this didn't seem to matter.  I was so surrounded by beauty and constantly stopping to take a photo, or listen to something I didn't mind at all.  I was anxious to reach the summit and lookout, as I had been told by many of the locals just how stunning it was.  The view was well worth the effort.


What a stunning view - it literally took my breath away.  But so much more than that was to be enjoyed here.  The rocks were amazing.  Ive not been one before who has been drawn to rocks, I'm normally found around trees or ferns, but these magnificent ladies could not be overlooked.  I felt compelled to sit and take a rest on the flat rock on the picture above, and was surprised to be given some guidance.  It must be said, that on the day I took this walk I was quite upset and troubled by a few things, and so the following message has great meaning for me
"Come sister, and tell me of your troubles. You may leave them with me, for I have been here since the beginning of time and they will be of no burden for me to carry."  And so I did just that.  The result was far more than I could ever have imagined.  It was quite literally as if the rock had taken all of my burdens away.  The heavy feeling in my chest was gone and I was sitting there, smiling into the sun and enjoying the breeze.  I thanked her, and moved away and back to the path. 
I was not far away when I was guided to pick up a small rock to take home to place on my altar, so that even when I was gone from the mountain, it would 'always be with me'.  I was asked to bring an offering in return, which I was immediately sure a moonstone was what I would bring on my next visit.

My first visit to the Mountain

The path before me....




The start of my journey

Photo of a beautiful wattle, taken on a bush walk during my Bush Flower Essences course.

So many beautiful things have been occurring in my life in the past months, and I wanted to start a place where I am able to share them with my friends - and so here we are :) 

My journey, my awakening I can honestly say started when I completed my Level One in Australian Bush Flower Essences.  This was a two day course filled with much new information, meeting many new friends. and having the honour of being taught my one of my favorite lecturers from my uni, Caitlin.  This woman's passion and joy for the essences is in fact what drew me to complete this course.
At the start of the second day, we all took part in a beautiful chakra meditation, in which we 'recieved' a flower for each chakra, and then any guidance or messages that we needed to.
I was blown away by the beautiful flowers I was gifted with, but even more so my guide that came to me.  A very gentle, Aboriginal elder who shared a few but meaningful words with me.
"Your illness is a gift you chose to be born with, not a burden.  It enables you to assist in the healing of others.  This is the path you chose to be born into, and you must embrace it."  Wow.  As a long time sufferer of major depression, these words brought both tears and joy, and a recognition of something I had always known, but never acknowledged.
Since this weekend away I have sensed a growing.  An ability to cleanse and remove from my life what needed to be let go, and to welcome in the new.  This in turn lead me to begin walking on the beautiful Mount Cannibal http://www.cardinia.vic.gov.au/files/Sus_environt/Mt_Cannibal_trail_notes_web.pdf
From here - the journey has continued..........